Don't ever take things for granted ;

Happy Children's Day! XD

I'm scanning my Computer now to see if there's any virus. hahaha. &its kinda lagging. argh.

ohwell, school as per normal&I always have a hard time to decide what time to wake up on Mondays. because school starts at 9pm&that means that I can wake up later but I always dont know what time I should wake up. I would either wake too early or too late. argh. LOLS. ohwell, I'm just so not used to it. had morning FRC at Parade Square today. which is like so weird, its been a long time we have FRC there. hahaha. but well, Nlevel is going on. so, Goodluck to all Nlevel Candidates! lesson was boring. LOLS. okae but I dont understand why, Nancy, Hweehan&Karmen is super hyper today. mayb because its Children's Day? LOLS. but well, you know happy moments never lasted long. we are kinda pissed off with each other today. I'm pissed off with Nancy because we had agreed to go out to celebrate my Birthday on this coming Sunday, it slipped off her mind&she promised Hongying to study with her. I'm not being unreasonable here, yesh, I understand Olevel is important&I already said before that we can celebrate after Olevel or mayb dont celebrate at all, because I know something like that would happen, just like last year. but you guys insisted to&you guys said&agreed its okae. so now, its my fault again? I guess so. I'm sorry to be born in this month which is always the examination month, but you think I wish to? I wish I wasnt born at all. &I guess they are pissed off too[Nancy&Erinna]. I'm also pissed off with Erinna because she was saying something like why Xujun's&her Birthday was celebrated after the actual day&why mine must be celebrated before the actual day. ehs, I already said after Olevel please but you girls agreed beforehand. now pushing all the faults on me? fcuk lah hor. so now is what? I can only say, I'm not looking forward to celebrate my Birthday already. I would either spend it alone or with people who really have the heart to celebrate with me. I dont understand why we always have this problem&its always during my Birthday. you girls have spoilt my mood because its not the first time already. sigh... alright, enough of that. Its bringing my morale down. after school, stayed in class with Hweehan&Karmen, we were feeling tired&all. LOLS. around 3plus, we headed Heartland for Lunch at JiaYiBingDing. LOLS. while eating, saw Nancy, Erinna, Gaofei&Hongying. yesh, they had Lunch together. well, they left after afew sentences. after eating, I suddenly got the mood to study&so we studied there. Hweehan did Amaths, Karmen did Physics&I did Chemistry. hahaha. &well, headed home around 6plus? I think so. ahahah.

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Its a fact that we dont belong together, isnt it?
So what for holding on?
We have been having Disagreements ever since 2005.
I admit we do have happy moments together.
You Girls have Definitely bring Joys&Laughters into my life.
But dont you girls find it too torturing?
To be quarrelling now&then over such minor things.
I dont know what else to do.
Nothing I do would help I guess.
Mayb its really better for us to be ~~on our own~~ like what I suggested 2years ago.
But no doubt,
You girls are already part of my life.
I cannot imagine life without you girls.
Sigh...

Walk away, Loved. 8:59:00 PM `